Post by anonymous on Dec 27, 2015 11:44:37 GMT -5
I have been seeing various doctors for several years due to a chronic pain problem I have had. I would rather not specify as to what it is because I do not want to be identified. I have just found out after 3 years that something has showed up on an MRI I had done but they do not think that is what is causing my pain. Go figure. About 3 years ago I saw a new doctor and she prescribed me Tramadol for pain. Due to various circumstances I lost my insurance and had to find a new doctor. I can not live my life without the pain medicine. I started seeing a new Dr. several months ago and was referred to sports medicine and now to a surgeon. They are acting like I am making up my pain which I am not. I can not function without medicine. Over the counter doesn't touch it. I am going back to the surgeon very soon but I am not left with many options. He said there is no surgery that can fix my problem and has given me Celebrex along with physical therapy. I feel so hopeless. If I don't take Tramadol every day, I am in so much pain I can not do everyday things. I am addicted to the Tramadol now and part of me doesn't want to stop. I'm scared. No one believes me when I tell them about the pain I am having and they said I can not take Tramadol forever and I need to come off. I can't cope without it. I just don't know what to do. This is my second day without it and I can't sleep, I feel sick. Basically withdrawal. I'm tired of going through this but part of me wants to continue taking the medicine. I feel stuck. I am in pain and need the medicine but I m also physically and mentally addicted as well. I feel like my life will never be normal with or without it. What can I do? I feel as though my life is ruined.